Tuesday, July 5, 2011
BADALTI ZINDGI (CHANGING LIFE)
Initially during childhood i had interest in multiple things /professions like any child.
Then i got a chance and was invited by INSTITUTE OF MICROBIAL TECHNOLOGY after i topped matric exam.
Then i wanted to be a scientist.
BUT
Then as time passed i wanted to be a doctor and then surgeon(specialist)
But then i joined BDS (DENTISTRY) because the college was local(in my city) so i thought i will do MASTERS IN ORAL SURGERY..
BUT then when everyting was going fine and i was damn determined to go for MDS..something really shocking happened to me that had the wide and really heavy impact on not just me but my whole family..and then i realised that in india you are something only when you have administrative power/influence or anything like that..Facing partiality,discrimination throughout the life it really got concentrated in 2006 and june 28,2006 was the day that really made me feel worst person on this earth and that just turned the tide.I just stopped thinking about any future in dentistry coz it betrayed me badly despite of all the sincere efforts.
anyhow 6 months passed..such worst conditions happened to those who are most beloved and respected for me.And then started the time of dilemma..
2007 i did internship..again being very innocent kindd of person put up in bunch of all the nonsense it was a pathetic year..
2008 all in dilemma..confused about what i want to di coz i was nomore interested in dentistry as it could offer me not what i wanted NOW.
december 2009 was the month i really wanted to get into civil services through upsc that provide you highest entry level posts in the administration.I had no idea what is way for me and how its travelled.
anyhow in chandigarh time passed in leisure.though the goal stayed in mind but physically i was diverted to playing enjoying and so.
MARCH 2009 again the real force in my life,MY FATHER brought me back on track and then it was all as success..
IT WAS VERY VERY TOUGH GETTING BACK ON THE TRACK AFTER JUNE 28,2006 INCIDENT.(INCIDENTLY THATS THE BIRTH DATE OF ONE OF MY VERY CLOSE FRIEND NOW WHOM I MET 0N DECEMBER 14 2009 :)
NOW as i have entered into department at a well respected and dignified post where i am my own approach and not anyone can make me meet injustice i met 5 years before..
AND CAN NEVER FORGET THAT TIME though all who have been my known say that it happened for good but still "KUCH ZAKHM BHARTE NAHI NASOOR BAN JATE HAIN"
LIFE IS SO UNCERTAIN..ITS SUCH A GAMBLE.U MAY LOOSE TO WIN AND UR VICTORY MAY HOLD THE LOSS FOR YOU UNDERNEATH..
EXPLORE IT TILL YOU WIN TILL YOU ARE SATISFIED..
CARE FOR ALL BUT DONT GIVE A DAMN TO IGNORANT..
GET UP AND RISE LIKE SUN DO EVERYDAY..
Then i got a chance and was invited by INSTITUTE OF MICROBIAL TECHNOLOGY after i topped matric exam.
Then i wanted to be a scientist.
BUT
Then as time passed i wanted to be a doctor and then surgeon(specialist)
But then i joined BDS (DENTISTRY) because the college was local(in my city) so i thought i will do MASTERS IN ORAL SURGERY..
BUT then when everyting was going fine and i was damn determined to go for MDS..something really shocking happened to me that had the wide and really heavy impact on not just me but my whole family..and then i realised that in india you are something only when you have administrative power/influence or anything like that..Facing partiality,discrimination throughout the life it really got concentrated in 2006 and june 28,2006 was the day that really made me feel worst person on this earth and that just turned the tide.I just stopped thinking about any future in dentistry coz it betrayed me badly despite of all the sincere efforts.
anyhow 6 months passed..such worst conditions happened to those who are most beloved and respected for me.And then started the time of dilemma..
2007 i did internship..again being very innocent kindd of person put up in bunch of all the nonsense it was a pathetic year..
2008 all in dilemma..confused about what i want to di coz i was nomore interested in dentistry as it could offer me not what i wanted NOW.
december 2009 was the month i really wanted to get into civil services through upsc that provide you highest entry level posts in the administration.I had no idea what is way for me and how its travelled.
anyhow in chandigarh time passed in leisure.though the goal stayed in mind but physically i was diverted to playing enjoying and so.
MARCH 2009 again the real force in my life,MY FATHER brought me back on track and then it was all as success..
IT WAS VERY VERY TOUGH GETTING BACK ON THE TRACK AFTER JUNE 28,2006 INCIDENT.(INCIDENTLY THATS THE BIRTH DATE OF ONE OF MY VERY CLOSE FRIEND NOW WHOM I MET 0N DECEMBER 14 2009 :)
NOW as i have entered into department at a well respected and dignified post where i am my own approach and not anyone can make me meet injustice i met 5 years before..
AND CAN NEVER FORGET THAT TIME though all who have been my known say that it happened for good but still "KUCH ZAKHM BHARTE NAHI NASOOR BAN JATE HAIN"
LIFE IS SO UNCERTAIN..ITS SUCH A GAMBLE.U MAY LOOSE TO WIN AND UR VICTORY MAY HOLD THE LOSS FOR YOU UNDERNEATH..
EXPLORE IT TILL YOU WIN TILL YOU ARE SATISFIED..
CARE FOR ALL BUT DONT GIVE A DAMN TO IGNORANT..
GET UP AND RISE LIKE SUN DO EVERYDAY..
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